it's been so long after I broke with my friends, that's happen from one day, one of my friend who I trusted him, he incite me to take my ex girlfriend back from my close friend.... I'm fool to believe he will help me taking my ex gf back, and then....I broke with my ex gf as friend again... I will never see my exgf face again that's make me sad than she's being my close friend gf. I don't blame a friend who incite me even I broke with him too... I still saw him as old friend not enemy, everthing is...my fault....only me not my friend, my exgf , or my close friend, I exgf see this status I want to tell her I'm so sorry after the day we broke, everyday I never forget how bad I've done to her. why I've update this status? just... have a dream about everyone get together again that's what I want more than anything, but is just a dream. now I must bear the guilt till end of my life my art work?? I'm not much drawing like before cuz of ton of work and home problem but I still draw some and